Jeremiah 29:13...

13" You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."

I have heard this so many times throughout my youth. Yet ,I feel discouraged. I pray, I spend time in scripture with an open heart. Is there something wrong with me? Why is it that there are people who feel God's presence, and I feel nothing?

What has discouraged me most is this: A few weeks ago Matt and I tried out a new church called "Newlife". It was pretty good. We came at the perfect time because they were starting new "life groups" for the fall season. AND I found one that sounded PERFECT and it fit perfectly into my schedule my schedule. It was a bible study for newly married military wives...How perfect does that sound? Well, I signed up for the class and I was so very excited!

A week before the first meeting I got an email saying that the time had been changed to an hour later, meaning that it would run an hour later. Well, that wouldn't fit into my schdule because I would miss half of my math class :(

I couldn't help but cry.


Hopefully I will find another group to join, but my heart is weary.